To Whom it May Concern

on Sunday, April 13, 2008

Hi,

I chatted to you, I really liked you. Thought that things could work out but hey - guess I was wrong.

You talked to me about karma and how it comes back to bite you in the ass. Well karma has happned to me every single day in this week. 4 out of the 7 days is was you!

You must know that there are four things that I despise and hate and they are:

  • Lying

  • Cheating

  • Drugs

  • Alcohol

Short list so it shouldn't be too hard to memorise.

I got messages from you telling me that we should meet. I go to where we said we will meet and then you don't pitch. I SMS you. You don't reply. Finally get a reply telling me that your with your family. Fine I accept it because I mean it's your family... I move on with the rest of my day...

Tonight we chat... You tell me that the night prior to the day that we were supposed to meet you got drunk and don't recall SMS'ing me and telling me we should meet. WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!

1) You get drunk

2) You SMS me and don't recall it

3) You lie to me about being with your family

Call me childish or whatever but WHAT THE FUCK!!! How low can you get... Never in my fucking life have I ever come across something or shall I say someone that has ever done that to me.

Thank you for making me insecure again. Thank you for destroying the little faith I had in the men from South Africa. Thank you for misusing my trust. Thank you for breaking me. Thank you for confining me to my four bedroom walls again...

Just remember one thing that you told me tonight... Karma....

1 comments:

JCLL said...

Don't define yourself based on the actions of others. Define yourself based on your actions. If someone else acts like a tit towards you, move on and be great full you never had any deep connection to such a psychopath. You are a unique individual with your own special traits. Take that on and cherish yourself, don't take on other peoples misfortunes and emotional disconnectedness to the world.