Call me self centered or call me a drama queen. In fact you can call me what you want - I don't care... Well not anymore at least...
I sit in my room like always thinking and it's exactly 37 minutes after I had my 3rd emotional breakdown...
Warren - responsible for me hating CPT men
Dean (from Facebook) - only interested in sex (such a turn off)
Munier - for thinking that I am cheap enough to have a 3sum with him and his bf.
Tauriq - telling me to go kill myself
Gavin - making me feel cheap
Carl - enough said
I would just like to take this time to thank you all for all of the shit that you have caused me and all the pain that you have caused me...
At the end of the day it's your loss and not mine... You all have no idea how much you have hurted me and the amount of pain you have caused me.... Well like they say... What doesnt kill you only makes you stronger...
Somewhere out there, there is a person that will accept me for who I am because clearly all of you had a vision of me which wasn't what you expected in the end...
I'm ridding myself of you all because as long as I have you in my life I will never be happy...
I have spend more than enough time crying over you....... I'm done. It's time I live for myself and look out for myself and put myself first. I have neglected myself for way too long.... The moment you become dependant on people then your heading for a downward spiral. I'm depending on no one no more. The only person I can depend and rely on is myself
I'm so obsessed with the negative people that I completely forget about all the wonderfull people that has helped me in all kind of ways over the past time... Here they are... Dont know how long this list will get though...
Parents
Brothers & Sister
Elecia
Rihana
Ayesha
Lisa
Penny
Ayesha I
Jean
Seamus
John
Joe
Louis (not the one from the office)
Rene
Andre
Dave
Jacob
Matt
Henk
Brian
Peter
Simon (not the one from work)
Gavin
Thank you guys and girls for all your support... Come to think of it... I have more positive people in my life than negative... Fuck.... How could I ever be so stupid to think that I have no one...
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Favourite Song Quotes of All Time.....................
"...the road to Hell is paved with good intentions..."
"Well if I die tonight, at least I can say I did what I wanted to do...."
"I got my vibe right... Ain't gonna let u kill it... See I won't change my life coz it's just fine, fine, fine..."
"stepping out and looking my best... looking hotter than ever... wherever the party is at.. I will be there in a second"
"It's a good thing tears never show in the pouring rain"
"I don't know what I've done, or if I like what I've become..."
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