..... and out with the anger

on Monday, April 21, 2008
I couldn´t give a damn what you said to me. I don't really care what you think of me. Because either way you're going to think what you believe. There's nothing you could say that would hurt me. I'm better off without you anyway. I thought it would be hard but I'm ok. I don't need you if you're gonna be that way. Because with me, it's all or nothing. I'm sick of this shit, don't deny. You're a waste of time. I'm sick of this shit, don't ask why. I hate you now, so go away from me. You're gone, so longI can do better.

I just wanna scream and lose control. Throw my hands up and let it go. Forget about everything and runaway. I just wanna fall and lose myself. Laughing so hard it hurts like hell. Forget about everything and runaway yeah.

I got to just freak out, let it go and I'm gonna live my life because I can't ever run and hide, I won't compromise because I'll never know. I'm gonna close my eyes! I can't watch the time go by and I won't keep it inside.

My friends tried to tell me all along that you weren't the right one for me. My friends tried to tell me to be strong, I bet you didn't think that I would see. The letter that you wrote with that stupid little notes. Something wasn't quite right about it! I wanna see you cry! Like I did a thousand times! Now you're losing me you're losing me now!!!

*and breathe*

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