Well yeah...
Woke up today doing the same routine which goes something like this:
5:30 - 6:00: Wake up, Go Shower, Brush teeth.
6:00: Ready to go. Leave for work.
6:45: Arrive at office.... Ready to do some work.... YAY!!!
6:45 - 19:00: work....
19:50: Get home and eat and surf the net etc.....
My life is pretty boring... I follow the same routine every day. Think I need change but that is easier said than done. How does one change when you are so used and comfortable with the things around you... I think I am too scared of the unkown... That will have to change I guess...
Anyway... Work has passed.... Nothing fancy... MD had his birthday today so we all were treated to an office party... In all honesty I didn't feel like it but I had too go... Good manners....
Yeah as you can guess work sucks big time... Nothing you do gets noticed... The only time they notice you is when you fuck up somehow... How retarted is that...
Anyway I dont wanna bitch about that as this is my first blog...
A couple of things about me....... well only one thing thats important.... I'm gay...
shocker right??? Well not for me... Kinda always knew I was but I was always in denial but now I'm over that... No point in living a lie right?
Spent about 4 hours on MSN today... I know it's not that much but for me that is an accomplishment with my busy schedule... Chatted to this really nice guy.... God only knows when I will see him... Have the feeling that he will be the one to make me right... By make me right I mean force me to deal with my self confidence issues etc... Forcing a person to face their greatest fears it sometimes the best thing one can do... Lets just say I have learned alot from this particular person so far....
Thats all for now....
Later......
Woke up today doing the same routine which goes something like this:
5:30 - 6:00: Wake up, Go Shower, Brush teeth.
6:00: Ready to go. Leave for work.
6:45: Arrive at office.... Ready to do some work.... YAY!!!
6:45 - 19:00: work....
19:50: Get home and eat and surf the net etc.....
My life is pretty boring... I follow the same routine every day. Think I need change but that is easier said than done. How does one change when you are so used and comfortable with the things around you... I think I am too scared of the unkown... That will have to change I guess...
Anyway... Work has passed.... Nothing fancy... MD had his birthday today so we all were treated to an office party... In all honesty I didn't feel like it but I had too go... Good manners....
Yeah as you can guess work sucks big time... Nothing you do gets noticed... The only time they notice you is when you fuck up somehow... How retarted is that...
Anyway I dont wanna bitch about that as this is my first blog...
A couple of things about me....... well only one thing thats important.... I'm gay...
shocker right??? Well not for me... Kinda always knew I was but I was always in denial but now I'm over that... No point in living a lie right?
Spent about 4 hours on MSN today... I know it's not that much but for me that is an accomplishment with my busy schedule... Chatted to this really nice guy.... God only knows when I will see him... Have the feeling that he will be the one to make me right... By make me right I mean force me to deal with my self confidence issues etc... Forcing a person to face their greatest fears it sometimes the best thing one can do... Lets just say I have learned alot from this particular person so far....
Thats all for now....
Later......
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;-) byt vas
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