Funny how life changes and you realize and find out things that, thinking back now you should have realized weren’t right.
Yes Mr, Yes YOU! I’m speaking to you. Even though we may have not been together for long you still had a huge impact on my life and what you did could possibly be described as the most heart breaking of it all. Fuck cheating and whoring around.
Now I must admit, I really thought this was it but now, today in fact, I have realized once more that you played with me and played with my heart … a game of chess you can call it … check mate – I think I lost, NO, now I know I lost and amongst it all I still manage to find hope, still manage to believe in this thing called love …
I’m losing my grip and although it is fucking hard to hold on to my dignity, my belief and just everything I stand for I will still manage to hold on - of that you can be sure.
Broke me down and tore my feelings out, broke me down and molded me into what you believed to be the perfect boyfriend. I’m sorry to say but I’m not perfect and neither are you. The only difference between us is that I am not afraid of the truth because I stare at it every morning in the mirror … You on the other hand are still in denial being what other people want you to be. How vain and self centered can you be.
As hard as it is for me to type this and even find word I somehow manage to … Just think that I have had more than enough time to think of it all and finally plucked up enough courage to tell you to go fuck yourself.
You had a hold on me, but now, today, I break these chains, I’m nothing of you anymore … I close this door today knowing it’s me that makes me happy, me that makes me complete. How stupid could I be to think that you would make my life complete. I guess it’s what people refer to as being in love …
Guess we as human being prefer hearing the lies instead of being faced with the truth which is something I have, by now, learnt to make peace with because I have learnt that the truth was just another reason for you to not be true …
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
0 comments:
Post a Comment