Falling …

on Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Dream_about_falling_down_by_bucz

Feels like my life’s been passing by with happiness just being a lie. How did I get here? Where am I going? One more day without knowing and struggling for one more breath as I’m drowning in a painful death. Can someone reach out for me in this dark and dreary sea?

It seems like no one can hear the voice that’s calling. Try to take the most I can stand but I keep falling. I try to chase the memories away but they haunt me everyday. I hope I get over this phase because I’m stuck inside this haze. All I need is a simple lift, such a sweet and precious gift so I don’t lose it all before what I have left is nothing more ...

In my isolating misery I feel like the epitome of darkness and despair just leading onto nowhere. Will I be able to win this race? I’m running at a slow pace trying hard to press on but the motivation’s gone.

It may not have to be this way. Waiting for me they could be a new day. Maybe I can revise and escape from the lies ...

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